Public Apology (by request)

I have been asked to make a public apology to all entrants in the Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Video Competition, as it has been suggested that the competition was unfair.

Despite my best efforts, I made a number of mistakes:

  • Originally, the voting process was very confusing. I apologise for this.
  • Additionally, I made some errors with the links. I apologise for this.
  • Further, my rules and conditions were confusing and unclear. I apologise for this.

I ran this competition in good faith. I was just trying to build awareness about our condition and inspire people to do something. Yes, I have never run a competition before – but I did this off my own back, with my own money. I have never had a Facebook page before so I’m learning every day. And Fibromodem is my first Blog. Obviously, I need to do further research prior to putting forward an idea.

Therefore, to anyone who thinks that I have been unfair, I apologise profusely.

However, despite stating clearly that ‘Only LIKES on my Facebook page wall and LIKES on your own blog count towards the final result,’ it has been suggested that counting the votes on blog pages was unfair, as only the winner and I have blog pages. As this was stated clearly, from the very beginning, I do NOT apologise for this.

Another grievance was that I announced the winner early, as I did not make it clear to everyone that I was from a different time zone. As this is the World Wide Web and thus includes all time zones, in addition to the fact that my winner’s announcement had NO effect on the outcome, I do NOT apologise for this.

Importantly, I stated within the rules that ‘All decisions are final, and not subject to review.’

There were other objections that, I believe, do not deserve a response; nor do they come under the purview of this competition and its rules.

So, with that said (and without diminishing the good news), I congratulate Jennifer Geyer-Forbes for winning the competition. She did a great job!

We Want YOU!

Voting is still open for your favourite entry in The Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Video Competition

2 Fast 2 Furious

There are just 2 days to go before entries close for The Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Video Competition.

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Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Video Competition UPDATE

There are now 7 entries in the Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Video Competition – have you seen them? Think you can do better? 

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When a Good Poking is Just Not Good Enough

Guess what? Acupuncture again today – YIPPEE! Felt absolutely awful on the day after it last week (supposedly that was my body getting rid of toxins), but I was still excited about a positive step towards managing my FM. Anyway, I’m lying there with the little altar thingy on my belly button and needles poking out of the top of my head, my forehead, my legs and my arms; and thinking about buying watermelon and cigarettes at the supermarket on the way home, maybe an Easter Bunny, too (or two!) and how to make it easier to vote on the entries in the Fibromyalgia Awareness Day Video Competition.

My eyes are squeezed shut as a defence against the fluoro lighting and I realise that I’m not really relaxed at all. So, my brain starts chatting to the rest of me:

Deep breath – ok, relax those shoulders…let them sink into the pillow behind my head. breathe deeply. Hey! this would be a perfect time to meditate! if only you knew how to mediate…hmm, clear your head – am I supposed to be thinking about nothing, something, a beach? think about your third eye (that’s supposed to be the area just above the area between your eyes)…weird shapes forming in the darkness of my closed eyes – watermelon – stop! where did that shape go? There behind that even blacker cloud. Now I can see it…doesn’t that look like spades around a circle? oh, with some clubs embossed on top? – watermelon…I wonder if the lady who will cut up my watermelon is working today – stop. look for the shape…maybe that’s meditation. or maybe I should learn to meditate before I try it for myself – ha! maybe I’ll have to write a post about this – ooh, the shape is zooming in and out…or am I closing my eyes too tightly? concentrate on the shape…clear your head of other thoughts – watermelon…

…and so it went until my acupuncturist popped in to extract the needles.

Supposedly, meditation can help us to understand our own mind. We can learn how to transform our mind from negative to positive, from disturbed to peaceful, from unhappy to happy. Did my mind sound peaceful to you?

The purpose of meditation is to make our mind calm and peaceful. If our mind is peaceful, we will be free from worries and mental discomfort, and so we will experience true happiness; but if our mind is not peaceful, we will find it very difficult to be happy, even if we are living in the very best conditions.[1]

I find it difficult to control my mind (at the moment, as do you, most probably). Many people have trouble with meditation at it seems as if their minds are like a balloon in the wind – blown here and there by external circumstances. My mind doesn’t seem to need external stimuli; it hops from one thought to another like a frog in a pond.

Meditation is thought to influence the abnormal neurological pathways that make FM sufferers experience pain differently and have lower pain thresholds than those without the condition. It is understood to be due to an imbalance in both brain hormones and the processing of pain signals. Studies over the last 10 years have demonstrated that a regular meditation practice positively changes the way the brain is structured and how it functions.[2]

Furthermore, American professor of affective neuroscience Richard Davidson states: ‘What we found is that the longtime practitioners showed brain activation on a scale we have never seen before. Their mental practice has an effect on the brain in the same way golf or tennis practice enhances performance.’

It demonstrates,he said, that the brain is capable of being trained and physically modified in ways few people can imagine.

Accordingly, for me (after I practice some more), meditation is good medicine.

***Tomorrow, I’m trying a Pilates session – stay tuned!


[2] Dr Daniel Lewis, Fibromyalgia and Meditation,…